In My Hands: Memories of a Holocaust Rescuer

Irena Gut, born and raised in Poland in the years between World War I and II, grows up with pride in her country and a strong religious faith, illustrated by the awe she feels for Poland’s mother saint, the Black Madonna. From an early age, Irena shows a dedication to caring for others, tending to wounded animals whenever she can. For a brief time as a teenager, Irena daydreams about being an actress, although she considers herself “too plain,” “thin and pale” (13)—although it should be noted that she is quite pretty enough (and German-looking enough, with her blonde hair and blue eyes) to gain the admiration of German officers.

Even at a young age, however, Irena is less interested in her appearance and in attracting boys than she is in becoming a hero and saving others. Irena’s early dedication to being of service leads her to enroll in nursing school, but when World War II begins, her life trajectory changes: gone are the innocent fantasies of acting and adventure, and yet, at the same time, Irena finds the war will require her to be more heroic and self-sacrificing than she’s ever imagined.

Irena immediately seizes the opportunity to help with the war effort, volunteering to accompany the retreating Polish army though she is only a student nurse.