In My Hands: Memories of a Holocaust Rescuer

“The rabbi from Kozienice’s synagogue came by to bless us both, and our priest took Mamusia’s hands in both of his. ‘God has plans for your daughter, Pani Gutowna. We must watch to see what little Irenka does.’” 

In the first chapter of the memoir, Opdyke establishes the fact that Irena grows up with an important purpose, a “plan” ordained by God. Also significant is the fact that both the rabbi and priest from Irena’s village come to bless her. Early on in her life, Irena sees an example of Jews and Christians coexisting with peace and mutual respect, which makes it impossible for her to accept the Germans’ mission to exterminate all Jews.

“I was always awed when I saw the holy icon. It was a small painting, and it was dark with age. But the simple image of the Madonna and Child was said to have miraculous power, and on Christmas night, with the stuffy air full of incense and the voices of the priests murmuring in Latin, on that night it was possible to believe the painting was miraculous, that it was the protector of Poland. It was easy for me to believe that with such a powerful guardian, Poland would never fall.” 

This quote illustrates Irena’s strong religious faith from a very young age, as well as her love for the home country she believes “would never fall.” Young Irena’s idealism seems naïve once the war begins, but her early faith will support her throughout the memoir. While the trappings of Catholicism that entrance Irena here—the incense, the priests, the impressive painting—will disappoint her at times, as the book continues, God himself will continue to serve as a strong source of comfort and strength.

“In my fantasies, I was always caught up in heroic struggles, and I saw myself saving lives, sacrificing myself for others. I had far loftier ambitions than mere romance.” 

Even before the war begins, Irena dreams of becoming a hero—not to gain glory for herself, but rather to serve others. Her sense of duty and compassion, coupled with ambition and bravery, will allow her to save many lives once World War II begins.